I've lost so many loved ones in my lifetime,but NO LOSS EVER HURT THIS MUCH. It's different when it's the man you love. The thought of never feeling your touch again...NEVER AGAIN... NEVER.The emptiness I'm feeling is so deep in my soul it takes my breath away.I would give anything just to feel your arms around me and to hear u say u love me just one more time. I MISS YOU BABY....I LOVE YOU. 4ever your girl Gypsy